y'all ever just get frustrated for no reason and want to ruin your plans? yeah me too. i just ruined my plans. might cry. but i also feel a wave of relief rushing over me because i just wanted to be loved this valentines day and all i got was played by a fake emo mf that i still have feelings for because he gives me affection and im not used to it. i know i deserve better, i know i should probably be talking to him about how i really feel because im insanely insecure and it's not okay that im letting my emotions get toyed with. but i dont want to burden him. he doesnt like me back. i knew this from the start. it's totally on ME!!! that i decided to catch feelings for a guy that doesn't want anything to do w me.